It’s almost way too easy to find help nowadays.
But the problem is, I don’t want to be helped.
If by helping me means keeping me in this situation, I don’t need it.
I don’t need strength nor comfort.
I don’t need empathy, sympathy, encouragement, kind words.
It just an illusion to keep me stay in this situation much longer, and once it’s gone (it always will, since it’s a finite resource), I will return to my current state.
Seriously, I don’t need any help.
Don’t offer me any help if helping means that I’m going to feel another day.
Xyneth 