What bothers you is you feel okay in spite of you should not.
Then you’re totally not okay.
And then there’s that moment where you’re just so fed up, ended up acting selfish, pack your belongings and leave.
Be it temporary, lifelong, you just don’t want to decide.
Whether everything will be just the same when you return, or completely different, that’s not the problem.
The important thing is to leave.
Not the comeback part.