For some people, I lived the life with full of things they usually considered as jokes. Literally. Things they considered funny, laughable, non-sense and never-gonna-happen, is my reality.
Maybe I should feel hurt, but I already learned how to share the laugh and how to see things the way they see it, not the way I feel it anymore. Some are quite sensitive enough by not even smiling. Some are simply don’t care they keep laughing because everyone else were laughing.
Sometimes I agreed with them. Chuckling while writing the jokes of my life. How can all of these are completely real to me,Â and yet only a few bits of my life ever become part of reality of most people?
They say my life is exciting in every aspects. Little did they know that I once struggled to be ordinary hahaha..
But then, since my life is full of unique jokes, I might as well try to make it as fun as possible.
And I suddenly remembered the talk between me and my friend.
Friend: You are too objective.
Friend: Yes. Too objective you can even decide to be subjective.
Me: I never thought about it that way.
Friend: In fact, you can only be subjective after thinking objectively.
Me: You made me look complicated haha
Friend: You are complicated, yet simple, at the same time.
Me: That even made me look more complicated!
Friend: Well, you know, I envy you. How you can act crazy without losing logics and cautiousness.
Friend: Well, you’re such a kind person. I hope you meet many people who can appreciate the way you made your decisions.
A funny dialogue about how I made my decisions and an interesting point of view from a friend. It’s a serious topic though. I may look crazy, unpredictable and sometimes too slow at making decisions.
But only few people knew that I weighed each and every single consequences carefully and cautiously, and I rarely changed my mind after I made it up. I cling to my decision hahaha… yes I’m kinda stubborn.
Even though it’s quite predictable now, I wonder what kind of jokes will come up next?